My father passed away at 1235 this morning. He suffered so terribly in the last week of his life, then felt as though he had lost his dignity as his two daughters had to clean him after toileting etc. He wasn't able to do anything himself in the end. It was so terribly sad and just horrible.
He did smile up to the end, he was always a happy person, with not a bad word to say about anyone.
I've prayed and prayed this week that the Lord would take him. Daddy kept telling me he just wanted to go home, someone take me home. I told him he was home but he said he wanted to go to my mothers home that he missed her terribly. They were married 50 years when she passed away last October. I believe they are now reunited.
After being a caregiver for my parents for the last two years without hardly ever going to my home much at all I feel completely lost and sad and just feel such a void. I miss them both dearly and am not taking any of this well. I know they are in a better place, and I wouldn't want them here suffering but I just feel such a void and so lost. Please continue prayers for me, I need them now more than ever.
At A Complete Loss (Not Financial)
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I've lost (only) one parent and for a year or two, I remember having moments that I looked forward to sharing with my mom, only to remind myself that I couldn't do that anymore. And then it felt like the finality of her death would hit me again.
Take care of yourself. You will find meaningful activities to take the place of your caregiver duties. I'm sure you do feel a void now - both from the loss of those so close to you and the complete disruption of your normal schedule.
My prayers are with you.
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Oh, I am so sorry to hear about your loss. No doubt your dad is lovingly reunited with your mom in the arms of Our Savior. Prayers to for and yours right now. We will be thinking about you during the next difficult days. (hugs)
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So very sorry for your loss.
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I am sure he is with your mother now, and they are happy.
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